My worth, my love is no longer ignoring the reality of sex addiction and my desire not to involve myself in that energy.
As a survivor of childhood oral rape, intimate partner abuse and failed attempts to engage me in relationships have fueled my celibate state .
Sex is far from a sleep aide , and intimacy, trusting in a partner has not jelled , yet
As a Mom of 3 sons , I was drugged into Hell on Earth, and education and truths denied , and much has been distorted about the normal flow .
It’s very sad to sense that energy, and it’s often not noticed because I’m not seeking a casual sexual experience . I did not marry in an open marriage mind set , but in the shelter that dispelled the Predators.
For years o thought it was something I did to encourage the secually addicted, but I learned long ago it was not I. Pornorgraphy and Sex Addiction as everything was a disorder, labeled to profit the industry of death that has been psychiatry.
It’s open season now , as the chemical soup offered up , further alters our natural self and reversion to very low energy, primal and often distorted in unhealed trauma tries to benefit from those they consider ” weaker” .
Tie a knot in the end of your rope , and hang on as light and love washes you clean and your creative juices aide you in evolving New Earth .
Let it Flow , Let it Flow
I’m keeping this little light of mine , safe …ending cycles and generations of abuses that deserved healing .
My living death , deserves an autopsy , a burial and grieving for losses beyond human endurance , ignored by laws , society , religion, medicine 💊which is the rabbit hole we are unprepared for ..
Know your boundaries in this new earth , know all is not seen .
Know your gifts . Know ego is a passenger, not the driver Your ego works with your higher self in synergy and balance .Rest and Rejuvenate.
Let your burdens go ..free fall or leap into the safety of Divine Love and begin again ❤.
Much Love Much Peace Many Blessings 🙌
Dona Luna ✌