Graphic picture and statement on Abuse “Side-effects”

I apologize in advance if this is too graphic and hard to view for those of you that personally know me and must have thought that a “boss” like me would’ve never allowed this to happen to myself . . But when you get knocked out from a one hitter quitter by someone you share a child with , it’s an obvious unfair fight . He’s twice my size . He trains at a boxing gym . He PLANNED on this to happen with a conscious sober mind . He preyed on me . He left me on the floor like this , he never offered to take me to a hospital , I was afraid that if I mentioned his name aloud or came out to the open about this , he would’ve sent people to ruin my life . But I have a VOICE and I will NOT be silenced any longer . Chance after chance , three strikes & I could’ve been DEAD . This could’ve easily happened to my kids so I welcome any and all the punches ! BUT no matter how heavy an argument is , no matter how bad you wanna escape or seek closure in asking yourself “does this person still love me?” It made me feel SICK trying to protect his name after he beat me to a pulp thinking that I wouldn’t work up the courage to finally put myself first before continuously defending and protecting him . I now know that people WAKE UP with clarity . God woke me up ! I’m alive , breathing , completely heartbroken , devastated but I WILL find strength . I’m so loved by many people I can’t even fathom how much . . All this relationship left me with was a broken nose , fractured cheekbone , broken pinky , scarred tissue in my lip , and nerve damage to my gums . Thank you Lord . You’re a great God . My ONLY God . Thank you for giving me the strength to fight for myself .– 

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser .. View all posts by GreatCosmicMothersUnited