One Toke over the Line

To my delight this song found me tonight and I giggled as it started to play.

I smoked a good bit of pot at age 19, and as in most of my formative years…behind schedule . So it was 1971 , it was extremely affordable to buy , however my wages were very low , since I decided not to use my certification in Cosmetology, until it helped in selling cosmetics.

The older ladies were sweet , had the more famous thus more profitable lines , and that was ok.. I wasn’t focused on riches , just in having enough .

I enjoyed doing inventory and stock work.

I don’t think I envisioned the legalization of pot , as it was common to find me deeply in the country at friends and a ” family ” type part would be overnight…

It is a good thing to witness this birth of New Earth , I finally can breath and smile at my knowing in the early 80s , I wanted to be closer to God on this mountain.. I kept the faith and my focus and I am rewarded with the life I dreamed of in my late 30s , when I considered life, after our sons had moved out .

I never got to that place with our children.

Lots of hellish years of darkness .

And now I’m here ….in the country , soon to have that yard and freedom, liberated from the obstacles that are boomerangs to those who participated in my journey negatively .

No fear …..

trusting my visions, my truth and I have survived these 13 years . I lurch just now , and soon I will have news on my own home, through the love, support of the most loving friend..and there be ample places to walk..

It will be a return , triumphant… it is a sign and my peace is so assured , I nodded out after spaghetti dinner, lol. It is time to rest and just be .

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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