High Hopes 2 Ways

My brain “farts” It’s been rather entente for a few days, and I’m ” riding ” it out , cloistered in my room..

when this happened ….

I have no idea from where this song popped into my head , as I received guidance this afternoon , and I had to the note the change in intensity as Frank is so damn slow.. like a real fine bourbon …. I’m not sure I heard these songs as a child , but I was totally enamored with old movies , black and white of my grandparents time ….

Frank Sinatra

High Hopes

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And these guys are so intense … and WOW I recall my own intensity , and how much energy and then drugs to step out of that .

Soooo glad at this time, ,I’m calmer, quieter, having for filled many missions , and lives within lives , for slow mo.

I’ve been struggling to be in this place without so many layers but I feel closer than ever to the goal of foundational stability and security , back to order , my bed , cooking, plants , walking in grass …so many joy filled things …

My 98 Jeep needs tie bars, and I knew that from a ways back when I had my helper and it was placed down on the list , upon moving last spring etc .

So that’s an expense but it’s necessary .

I love Autumn , as a winter baby, I like the slower pace , and the brilliance of the fall of the leaves , crunchy , then soggy , muffling Mother Earth like a blanket .

Perhaps it’s a symptom of being able to choose which realm you wish to be in…

However I discern a few spirits and ancestors having free reign of my head, on occasion , mostly for good .. A nod to the generations before me , and behind me …

Panic at the Disco

High Hopes

https://youtu.be/eo12Wb_9OuU?si=V_vraenDLs46hGWf

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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