Wise Woman speaks to “ over loading “

Then I stopped wearing tight clothes, changed chairs, bought orthopedic belts, did yoga, pilates, went to chiropractors and doctors of all kinds, but the pain continued, weight, burden, discomfort that didn’t let me sleep and sometimes it even had a hard time breathing…

What about then? Wat did u do ?

A wise woman … told me it was because I over load for too long.

How did she know about this?

Just looking at my tense and compressed spine, just feeling with the touch of her old and swollen hands my naked skin she knew…

What about then? What did she tell you?

I said… So much pressures carried over the years, so much pain and resentment that you lost count, carrying the weight of your own world and that of others…

And then I exhaled every breath I had been holding for over two decades…

Did she tell you how to heal?

She held my hands in hers, in those old lady hands, made me lower my hands, release my shoulders, lifted my chin and leaned behind me.

Your lips shaved my ear and softly said to me:

“Not everything is your fault”
“Not everything is your responsibility”
“You can’t do it all”
“You can’t solve everything”
“You don’t have to accept everything”

And my eyes started to shed thick tears like broken crystals, there was a moment where I thought I would cry blood, from so much pain I was feeling.

Little by little my shoulders returned to their place, my neck became soft and lifted again, my back crept up like it hadn’t happened in years and I heard my bones emit a scary crunch…

The weight of the world had come off my shoulders, the weight of the past had finally come down to the floor and was going to be used as a stepping stone…

Has she told you anything else?

His wolf eyes looked at me expectantly and said:

There are pains that carry in the heart and there is no way to remove them easily, learn to let go of the past or you will end up drowning your future… and also understand that unforgiveness hurts more than the one who cannot forgive.
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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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