What can she do when you took the last breath from her? Took the strength that held her staying afloat, in the waves of your anger and the love that you were?
She’s looking for the precious pieces of her heart, that you always planned on stealing while you were “playing your part.”
She cried and cried and begged you care, but how long did you expect her to carry all the pain that she, for so long, bared?
Until she dies within herself, or dies within her soul, or dies from the body that was always hit with it all?
No one sees the trauma you have distiled in her mind, so no wonder they all are so so blind.
You’re the good guy to all of them, but behind closed doors they don’t see how long you’ve made her life so deeply dim.
But just wait until she’s ready to fight you back, then maybe they’ll see, they will realize the empathy for her that you’ve always lacked.
She can’t keep carrying this burden, no matter how long she’s loved you through it, because now she finally wants to find herself again bit by little bit.
Copyrighted. Author, Katie Mach
I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
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