Turning Point

Turning Point….
I know that for me, you were always the man I could count on and the man I chose time and time again.
You assumed you would always have my heart and perhaps that is why you refused to let go and accept that another had occupied your space.
We were the best of friends and the worst of enemies.
You were the man I have compared every other man to…. You are the man I felt most betrayed by, because I loved you with more passion and untamed desire than any other man.
I loved you for the 3 bundles of joy we brought into this world and the family we had and I hated the way you made me question who I was and my security after December 2004.
That was our turning point, our point of no return. You told me you wished you had done things differently, why didn’t you?
I wished a thousand times or more that the man I married…. the man I let go of, was still there. You became so bitter and fueled by your own ego and selfish desire that you allowed things to go too far.
Now, all you will ever be to me, is A Has Been, whose memory fades more and more with each passing day.

~Love Don’t Run~💗©

Coleen C Kimbro ©

Excerpt from my book 📚
Shattered Mind & Broken Dreams©

All rights reserved.
Copyright.2018

coleenckimbro

foresakenheartandwanderingsoul

shatteredmindandbrokendreams

soulsearchinganddreamwalking

forbiddenloveandsecretdesires

coleenckimbro_writer_author_outspoken_advocate

Photo Credit: (-unknown)

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: