I know that for me, you were always the man I could count on and the man I chose time and time again.
You assumed you would always have my heart and perhaps that is why you refused to let go and accept that another had occupied your space.
We were the best of friends and the worst of enemies.
You were the man I have compared every other man to…. You are the man I felt most betrayed by, because I loved you with more passion and untamed desire than any other man.
I loved you for the 3 bundles of joy we brought into this world and the family we had and I hated the way you made me question who I was and my security after December 2004.
That was our turning point, our point of no return. You told me you wished you had done things differently, why didn’t you?
I wished a thousand times or more that the man I married…. the man I let go of, was still there. You became so bitter and fueled by your own ego and selfish desire that you allowed things to go too far.
Now, all you will ever be to me, is A Has Been, whose memory fades more and more with each passing day.
~Love Don’t Run~💗©
Coleen C Kimbro ©
Excerpt from my book 📚
Shattered Mind & Broken Dreams©
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