Upon waking I thought I was middle class and as I lost my health insurance ( Cobra Serve ) with a $1000 house payment and lots of repairs needed , the insurance cost $1000 for a policy without dental nor vision .
I found ” middle class ” grossly under supported and as I became a ” senior ” even less so .
And I saw it coming over 12 years ago and moved to rural where I had to rent until old business was corrected . The constant insanities of being a tenet and out of pocket medical cost as I was subjected to abused physically and emotionally delayed me but I sense a house is forthcoming .
Keeping the faith , sadly someone defaulting on a mortgage may be my clearing on buying a home and securing a foundation , less stressful and more stabilizing as I return to gardening etc when in lay my peace .
That challenges the past who considers the happy home for me as a magnet for attracting a partner .
I don’t sense that happening in the near future ; but it does show the distorted thinking of the past who doesn’t feel I deserve comforts and peace / happiness and has contributed to my challenges for decades that ends NOW
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