Not Crazy : Finding Yourself

You’re not losing your mind—

you’re finding your Self.

At some point, the world may

begin to feel surreal.

Synchronicities start stacking up.

Time bends. People drift away.

Emotions intensify.

Everything starts to feel like a message.

Like something is chasing you.

And in a way—it is.

But it’s not here to harm you.

It’s here to wake you up.

The Universe isn’t outside of you—

it is you.

It’s been leaving clues

in your heartbreaks,

breadcrumbs in your dreams,

and Easter eggs tucked into your hardest moments.

You planted them yourself.

Because somewhere beyond time,

you knew you’d forget who you were.

And so, you left love notes in

the folds of your life—

disguised as pain, as longing,

as synchronicity.

You are not being hunted.

You are being called back.

And when the roles reverse—

when you begin to chase the mystery instead of run from it—

you’ll realize you’re not searching for answers.

You’re searching for reminders.

Of the love you are.

Of the wholeness you forgot.

Of the sacred truth that you are

the seeker and the sought.

Every emotion you’ve ever felt,

every version of you that has ever been,

is rising now to be remembered—

not to overwhelm you,

but to reunite with you.

Yes, it can feel like too much.

Yes, it’s messy and loud and sometimes unbearably quiet.

Yes, it’s all at once. And it’s okay.

Because here’s the truth:

You’re not alone.

There are others feeling this too.

Some of us are still in the thick of it—breathing through it, breaking through it, becoming through it.

I am.

I’m still remembering.

I still have so much left to see,

to feel, to hold.

And I’m choosing to stay.

To walk it out. To sit in the discomfort.

To meet myself again and again with Love.

This isn’t about having the answers.

It’s about being willing to listen.

To lean in , even when the path disappears beneath your feet.

We’re not here to escape ourselves.

We’re here to become ourselves.

Not perfectly. Not all at once.

But honestly. Lovingly. Truthfully.

So if you’re feeling this—

if the Universe feels too loud or too quiet—

just know:

You’re not the only one listening.

You’re not crazy. You’re not broken.

You’re waking up.

And you are so , so Loved.

Take a Breath.

Place your hand over your Heart.

Whisper: “I am here. I am remembering.

I am Love becoming.”

That’s enough for today.

~ Kara Anaya ❤️

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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