I totally get this … our home lacked food and certainly healthy food ; grateful for what we have .
Some folks weaponized food , some will eat anything and hold so much weight ; most always relates to childhood trauma .
Our children had a Mom who seldom if ever functioned after medications for Bipolar I that was induced by toxic medications and physically altered me. So our children experience lack. As did I. If he was home he took them out for food ; eldest worked and middle one and youngest fledged for themselves .
Haunted me for years because of what it did to neglect and abuse our children and project I was at fault ,for not doing my job . No one is that disinterested; it was his out as it had been for a decade. A lord of the manner , who failed to be of service , demanding to be served.

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited
I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
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