There were other women, there was the trauma bond and confidant relationship with his Mom. He preferred women friends . Communicate was scant from him, it became futile to speak of putting in more effort of being romantic .
And yes projected blame , from his friends and family that I was not worthy .. and crazy and at fault .
Not interested , detached from reality , no one could please him .. he never put in the effort to move forward, to grow..
I’m sure there’s a lot I don’t know, but I know he expected to be treated like a king and he did not do well as a head of house and I was a handy scapegoat .
Glad that’s long over.. I allow his delusions and illusions.
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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited
I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
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