I have not read this yet , but I’m betting it has a message for someone.
I reacted immaturely , on occasion, as I grew more wear,y of being the adult, with emotional intelligence that was met with walls instead of doors , with loved ones .
A test about 10 years ago , revealed I had some work to do, scoring 51 out of 55.
My vision weakened on psychiatric prescription drugs/chemicals , and I’m an avid reader. I’m on my I-pad and use enlarged print and often a magnifying glass in order to do any close work.
The lighting in my motel room is dim, I don’t receive Sun here , due to large shade trees (and the inset rooms ) we have a porch area for each ground level room, and of course the upstairs rooms have a deck like porch .
Trees out side my single back window, don’t lend to light .
Prayers this reference book helps in some way.
Anxiety has multi origins, and I learned to stop my anxiety I had to look at many factors .
Tracing that back to the Twlight Sleep, used on my Mom , requiring forceps to deliver me . to nutritional lacks in my early childhood development. Picking up on others energy early on, physical pain, and neglect, intentional or via ignorance of my high sensitivity.
In a relationship or marriage lacking intimate communication, not having the shelter of true love really increased my anxiety , and I had no choice to call a time out, for myself . I don’t respond to anxiety as I used to .
All that’s required is information and change in lifestyle etc to release anxiety , for me a long look back years ago was my escape from anxiety .
Avoiding conflict as much as possible , not allowing my emotions to be abused has improved my negative reactions , however I try to speak my truth .
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