Apartment- Housing – Middle Class disappearing

Upon waking I thought I was middle class and as I lost my health insurance ( Cobra Serve ) with a $1000 house payment and lots of repairs needed , the insurance cost $1000 for a policy without dental nor vision .

I found ” middle class ” grossly under supported and as I became a ” senior ” even less so .

And I saw it coming over 12 years ago and moved to rural where I had to rent until old business was corrected . The constant insanities of being a tenet and out of pocket medical cost as I was subjected to abused physically and emotionally delayed me but I sense a house is forthcoming .

Keeping the faith , sadly someone defaulting on a mortgage may be my clearing on buying a home and securing a foundation , less stressful and more stabilizing as I return to gardening etc when in lay my peace .

That challenges the past who considers the happy home for me as a magnet for attracting a partner .

I don’t sense that happening in the near future ; but it does show the distorted thinking of the past who doesn’t feel I deserve comforts and peace / happiness and has contributed to my challenges for decades that ends NOW

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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