Forgiveness of Self

The more I struggle and fight

Trying to get it all right

I push away the very thing I want

Thinking it’s all up to me

Deciding how it will be

Forgetting that I am guided by the One

So I forgive myself over again

Cause I am doing the best I can

And there are no mistakes

I learn every day

And the Universe is showing me the way

But sometimes the egoic mind Is strong

and making me blind

Oh I run around

Believing all the lies

When choosing love over fear

A lense thats so bright and clear

All this here is nothing to be found

So I forgive myself over again

Cause I am doing the best I can

No there are no mistakes

I learn every day

And the Universe is showing me the way

And I am giving up the need to know it all before

I am mastering the art of letting go

Yes I was put here for a reason

I feel it in my bones

There is a purpose on this earth for my soul

So I forgive myself

Over again

Because I am really doing the best I can

And there are no mistakes

I learn every day

And the Universe is showing me the way

Yes I forgive myself

Over again

Cause I am doing the best I can

~Fia (The Art of Letting Go)

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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