DM and Feminine can hold distorted Feminine Energy begging to heal and balance

Guidance, expressed the speed within the transformation

of Divine Masculine has been so well supported in his

efforts to rise that the process has accelerated !

With R. Kelly , media , a whole other can of worms

was opened and it took me back to the music men types

of time, who gave the ladies favors of ” 🐝” Yellow Jackets

as reward..Pot was a given, cocaine was a thing .

Partner friends in the 80’s rented lemo’s , rented lover’s

apartments , and ” former ” wanted to our

home with our sons , upstairs in their space. Party and drinking

was all that was life for him..

I realize many influences that split a personality , trauma does

that. I considered him very wounded , and have no idea what true

love looks like to him.. listening to the abusive nature of RKelly

and the trauma still in his victims , hearing charges will be filed

for sex with a 14 year, knowing with each survivor is now lifted

supported , and is way much lighter …

Past lives says I was masculine in a life cycle, I was a black bag

Country Dr ..Past life says I have killed defending my family,

myself. Past life says a man has given birth; has mothered .

And trauma can split, fracture you into pieces , you forget exist .

Trauma, can nudge you, to wake, as can repeated negative , unhappy

relationships , fear of ” collapsing ” within , of never retrieving your

self even if in a place of misery , it’s often a choice made ..the unknown

is very scary , as is change, surrender , loosing control.

There is guidance , that will allow for a safer healing , and supported

as has born out is united , in an effort to establish the Art Of 💕Love.

And it’s working grandly; I could not be more proud of each of us.

It was horrific to witness the digression of former , as he became

more successful, busy and continued the night life/ highlife , and

witnessed couples interactions , the burden of living a lie , kept

me low, drained, unbalanced because I never knew what he’d do

next..His 3rd person self tales utilized a friend’s name , he was

always covered..A gal told my friend , she could have him, and she

did.. Sacred unions were blaze’ , mocked at being family men,

rather be friends with their kids.. Empty , shallow Hal’s , whose

wives mourned a partner , feeling oppressed and depressed to

discover a halted arrested emotional development .

I understand that so much better, regrettably it took so long ,

It is inner work that’s required and with feminine support

and current fallen angels predominating , a massive amount

of masculines are rising , ascending to join in lighting

this planet 🌎up , lifting it so all are risen , and as much darkness

is muted , with the knowledge this does not ever have to cycle

ever again…Never Ever😜

All planets in retrograde have gone direct.

New Year energy and creativity are uber high.

Try visualization of Beloved’s fulfillment of their

hottest dream / desire , for 5 minutes.

Then your own, for 5 minutes as he would wish

for you.

Pick a theme for 2019. Pick a song that will be your

signature song for 2019.

See the big picture, in grand scale ..then break it down

to doable, daily achievements , and reward yourself

Nothing but self love, which is the

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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