Guidance, expressed the speed within the transformation
of Divine Masculine has been so well supported in his
efforts to rise that the process has accelerated !
With R. Kelly , media , a whole other can of worms
was opened and it took me back to the music men types
of time, who gave the ladies favors of ” 🐝” Yellow Jackets
as reward..Pot was a given, cocaine was a thing .
Partner friends in the 80’s rented lemo’s , rented lover’s
apartments , and ” former ” wanted to swing..in our
home with our sons , upstairs in their space. Party and drinking
was all that was life for him..
I realize many influences that split a personality , trauma does
that. I considered him very wounded , and have no idea what true
love looks like to him.. listening to the abusive nature of RKelly
and the trauma still in his victims , hearing charges will be filed
for sex with a 14 year, knowing with each survivor is now lifted
supported , and is way much lighter …
Past lives says I was masculine in a life cycle, I was a black bag
Country Dr ..Past life says I have killed defending my family,
myself. Past life says a man has given birth; has mothered .
And trauma can split, fracture you into pieces , you forget exist .
Trauma, can nudge you, to wake, as can repeated negative , unhappy
relationships , fear of ” collapsing ” within , of never retrieving your
self even if in a place of misery , it’s often a choice made ..the unknown
is very scary , as is change, surrender , loosing control.
There is guidance , that will allow for a safer healing , and supported
as has born out is united , in an effort to establish the Art Of 💕Love.
And it’s working grandly; I could not be more proud of each of us.
It was horrific to witness the digression of former , as he became
more successful, busy and continued the night life/ highlife , and
witnessed couples interactions , the burden of living a lie , kept
me low, drained, unbalanced because I never knew what he’d do
next..His 3rd person self tales utilized a friend’s name , he was
always covered..A gal told my friend , she could have him, and she
did.. Sacred unions were blaze’ , mocked at being family men,
rather be friends with their kids.. Empty , shallow Hal’s , whose
wives mourned a partner , feeling oppressed and depressed to
discover a halted arrested emotional development .
I understand that so much better, regrettably it took so long ,
It is inner work that’s required and with feminine support
and current fallen angels predominating , a massive amount
of masculines are rising , ascending to join in lighting
this planet 🌎up , lifting it so all are risen , and as much darkness
is muted , with the knowledge this does not ever have to cycle
ever again…Never Ever😜
All planets in retrograde have gone direct.
New Year energy and creativity are uber high.
Try visualization of Beloved’s fulfillment of their
hottest dream / desire , for 5 minutes.
Then your own, for 5 minutes as he would wish
Pick a theme for 2019. Pick a song that will be your
signature song for 2019.
See the big picture, in grand scale ..then break it down
to doable, daily achievements , and reward yourself
Nothing but self love, which is the