Sickness

On the days my sickness talks to me, I remember small magic.

I remember the way the pretty ivy outside my window entwines with white wood.

I remember the way the rain softly taps against my window to help me fall asleep.

I remember the way the universe loved me so much, that inside my body’s cell, it placed little universes that are its mirror image.

I remember the way I am loved by the few people

I know will never leave.

And I allow the small magic

to sing so loud and so happy in my ears that my sickness forgets how to speak.

~ Nikita Gill, “Small Magic”

Art by Lucy Campbell