17 Th Birthday for 1st Grandson LCM V “Crosson”

His name is as unique as I know him to be energetically. He has not been allowed to connect with me , and I have no idea what he has been told .

His name popped up as suggested friend , and I tried , and was blocked .

Awareness , knowledge and truths will be availed him but I am heartened by the following .

I too am 17 this year , as a Leap Year , aged 68, divide by 4, equal 17.

2003 , brought Crosson , June 19, on the Father’s Day , I think .. I was waiting with his other grandparents who did not speak in my presence , sitting on opposite end of the waiting room.

I was certainly ” under ” due to psychiatric RX and trauma , evolked at the long wait , C section required , a brief visit , holding him I think , and a heartbreaking call/ demand to gf. to come see Crosson..The drama of he and she entering the room , dressed alike , and crowing in controlled supremacy. That energy had many representatives, and I was aware how precarious my ” place ” .

My transition began , and it was Hell on earth , as I helped MGF watch him , I began new meds which set off mania , PTSD , infact , and resulted in the dissolution of my relationship and any hope of honor and moving out of the energy that targeted me for everything .

After my physical body adversely responded, I felt I could not keep him , and have seen him less than 6 times.

I understand gifts and cards are intercepted , he has no idea who I am other than being a danger to him .

It is the 17th year for the return of the Cicadas .

I better know the truths , in my official 17th year …

This year a Dear Heart hosted a party with frogs , as the theme ..Leaping Frogs as we Quantum Leap…

Leaping Frogs represent purification ๐Ÿธ

Dearest Crosson,

May your most special year , be all you desire , as we come closer to transforming a past that no longer serves US .

Love โค

Always & Forever , โ˜ฎโค๐ŸŽŠ๐Ÿธ

Nona Dona ๐Ÿ˜˜โ˜ฏ๏ธ

Watch “Mary Chapin Carpenter – Songs From Home Episode 9: Chasing Whatโ€™s Already Gone” on YouTube

Having spent decades , trying to move forward, heal the inheritances of shadow unaware of my many chosen missions and continuation of compliant people pleasing .

Placed in a box of servitude was part of my experience , as was my faith , and fear imprint , and physical, mental and emotional abuses , finally were offered a total transformation, and I have pressed on. I have done harm , and don’t sense an easy extraction in legalities, but certainly justice shall be be restored ..Being at Peace with what’s within me , blocking the shadow of others in totality is change that disturbs those whose fear keeps the stuck energies that are their jobs to clear.

I trust in each ability to do so, and end the struggle to be heard , seen or matter , or accepted or liked or loved …choice , rather than force ..Not intended to overload , it has been my fault to fall in shadow response in a few cases , repeating the injustices and insanities

and self harm …

I cannot support that energy any more and I refuse to ..

ยฉ๏ธ

Blessings & Peace ,

Dona Luna ๐Ÿธโคโ™“โ˜ฎโ˜ฏ๏ธโ™พ

Watch “Train – Calling All Angels” on YouTube

Walk like you have those 8,000 ancestors

walking beside you, left , right , above

and below.

Benovelant, Angel’s and Spirit Guides

Ancestors who have entrusted you to heal

the shadow inheritances, to be lighter

healthier, more centered , balanced

of uniting heart, mind soul/spirit , and

physical is the Alchemical , the Ancient

Universal Law, and our universal intent

is to heal the past , within , and without .

Our Mother Earth has a heart chakra .

That is in Africa …Bear witness to what

has been , can be no more , survival

and thriving as the healing induces more

spirits to connect .

I have had Angel’s aplenty in my life

and I have witnessed foundational insults

abuses , and distorted side effects that I

am finally ready to discuss , as indicated

as the continued target , and the flying

monkeys and circus , have their own

jouney..

Daily in ways that are too many to list

Angel’s support me and prepare me for

receiving , the surviving phase is closing

and this “win” will ripple , opening the

minds and hearts of those who know we

are restoring the basic foundational

environments that sustain hearts from

the inside out .

Know you are worthy, you are here for

a reason , and the truce with Divine that

is all there is , the alpha and omega

is holding US and we are closing in

on Home , our Hearts Intent .

ยฉ๏ธ

Blessings & Peace , ๐Ÿ™โœŒ

Dona Luna ๐Ÿธโคโ™พโ˜ฎโ™“โ˜ฏ๏ธ