17 Th Birthday for 1st Grandson LCM V “Crosson”

His name is as unique as I know him to be energetically. He has not been allowed to connect with me , and I have no idea what he has been told .

His name popped up as suggested friend , and I tried , and was blocked .

Awareness , knowledge and truths will be availed him but I am heartened by the following .

I too am 17 this year , as a Leap Year , aged 68, divide by 4, equal 17.

2003 , brought Crosson , June 19, on the Father’s Day , I think .. I was waiting with his other grandparents who did not speak in my presence , sitting on opposite end of the waiting room.

I was certainly ” under ” due to psychiatric RX and trauma , evolked at the long wait , C section required , a brief visit , holding him I think , and a heartbreaking call/ demand to gf. to come see Crosson..The drama of he and she entering the room , dressed alike , and crowing in controlled supremacy. That energy had many representatives, and I was aware how precarious my ” place ” .

My transition began , and it was Hell on earth , as I helped MGF watch him , I began new meds which set off mania , PTSD , infact , and resulted in the dissolution of my relationship and any hope of honor and moving out of the energy that targeted me for everything .

After my physical body adversely responded, I felt I could not keep him , and have seen him less than 6 times.

I understand gifts and cards are intercepted , he has no idea who I am other than being a danger to him .

It is the 17th year for the return of the Cicadas .

I better know the truths , in my official 17th year …

This year a Dear Heart hosted a party with frogs , as the theme ..Leaping Frogs as we Quantum Leap…

Leaping Frogs represent purification 🐸

Dearest Crosson,

May your most special year , be all you desire , as we come closer to transforming a past that no longer serves US .

Love ❤

Always & Forever , ☮❤🎊🐸

Nona Dona 😘☯️

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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