His name is as unique as I know him to be energetically. He has not been allowed to connect with me , and I have no idea what he has been told .
His name popped up as suggested friend , and I tried , and was blocked .
Awareness , knowledge and truths will be availed him but I am heartened by the following .
I too am 17 this year , as a Leap Year , aged 68, divide by 4, equal 17.
2003 , brought Crosson , June 19, on the Father’s Day , I think .. I was waiting with his other grandparents who did not speak in my presence , sitting on opposite end of the waiting room.
I was certainly ” under ” due to psychiatric RX and trauma , evolked at the long wait , C section required , a brief visit , holding him I think , and a heartbreaking call/ demand to gf. to come see Crosson..The drama of he and she entering the room , dressed alike , and crowing in controlled supremacy. That energy had many representatives, and I was aware how precarious my ” place ” .
My transition began , and it was Hell on earth , as I helped MGF watch him , I began new meds which set off mania , PTSD , infact , and resulted in the dissolution of my relationship and any hope of honor and moving out of the energy that targeted me for everything .
After my physical body adversely responded, I felt I could not keep him , and have seen him less than 6 times.
I understand gifts and cards are intercepted , he has no idea who I am other than being a danger to him .
It is the 17th year for the return of the Cicadas .
I better know the truths , in my official 17th year …
This year a Dear Heart hosted a party with frogs , as the theme ..Leaping Frogs as we Quantum Leap…
Leaping Frogs represent purification 🐸
May your most special year , be all you desire , as we come closer to transforming a past that no longer serves US .
Always & Forever , ☮❤🎊🐸
Nona Dona 😘☯️