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Having spent decades , trying to move forward, heal the inheritances of shadow unaware of my many chosen missions and continuation of compliant people pleasing .
Placed in a box of servitude was part of my experience , as was my faith , and fear imprint , and physical, mental and emotional abuses , finally were offered a total transformation, and I have pressed on. I have done harm , and don’t sense an easy extraction in legalities, but certainly justice shall be be restored ..Being at Peace with what’s within me , blocking the shadow of others in totality is change that disturbs those whose fear keeps the stuck energies that are their jobs to clear.
I trust in each ability to do so, and end the struggle to be heard , seen or matter , or accepted or liked or loved …choice , rather than force ..Not intended to overload , it has been my fault to fall in shadow response in a few cases , repeating the injustices and insanities
and self harm …
I cannot support that energy any more and I refuse to ..
I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
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