Christina B. Awakening

To all my friends out there who know what’s really going on.

To all who see through conspiracies and follow your intuitions.

Yes, sometimes it feels like a curse and not always a blessing to be awake, but we have been set apart.

Awakening is the most liberating, alienating, excruciating, empowering, lonely, confusing, frightening, expansive journey you will ever endure.

If you find yourself struggling to try to process all this insanity, you are not alone.

No one talks about the darkness that accompanies awakening, or the grief.

Not only grieving the life and illusions you once had, but the realization that almost everything you thought you once knew, is a lie.

The beliefs you’ve held, the people you were taught to trust, principles you were taught – all lies.

Shattering illusions is rarely an enjoyable experience. There is a considerable amount of discomfort that comes with growth and the grieving process doesn’t stop there.

With these newfound realizations, you then find yourself grieving all over again.

Grieving the loss of many relationships with people who just don’t and won’t “get it”.

Feeling alone, being ridiculed and shamed, not only by the masses for many of you, but your very own friends and family too.

Feeling like you no longer have much in common with the people you are surrounded by.

Struggling with carrying on with shallow conversations that lack substance with those who are still fast asleep.

Even feeling disconnected from your entire support system, because they can’t see what you see.

Some even grieve the loss of their ignorance, because ignorance is bliss, and reality is harsh.

Awakening can be a lonely road and you will often find yourself journeying alone.

Awakening to the realities of this world is brutal. It will have you running through the entire gamut of human emotions.

Some of you, myself included, may be struggling with feeling disconnected from friends and family, it’s as though they exist in another world.

Please know you are not alone, and not only are you not alone, you have an entire tribe standing with you.

We may be separated by miles, but we are deeply connected in purpose and in spirit…

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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