Remember

One day you’ll remember all those times I tried to talk to you and you didn’t listen.

You’ll remember how many times I told you your attitude hurt me and you ignored me.

You’ll remember I let you know you were losing me and you didn’t believe it.

You’ll remember all the good I did for you and you didn’t appreciate it..

You’ll remember the times I folded up to save our relationship, even when you weren’t right.

You’ll remember my kisses, my caresses, my laugh, my details, my look, my way of taking care of you, take care of you and tell you: I love you, while I touched your face, you’ll remember my jokes, my pickiness and even all that you called toxicity in me, for not accepting your mistakes.

I made you a priority and I wasn’t a priority for you.

Now you’ll have to deal with my silence and my absence, because once you stop asking for attention and you don’t try to talk anymore, it’s because you’ve already given up and don’t plan to fight anymore…

And you think you love me your way, but I no longer want that absurd way of loving.

You’ll remember everything I did to stay and everything you did to make me leave and you’ll miss me..

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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