I voted and had lunch to come back to my room to find something made to upset me . I did cry with frustration . This ongoing shadow energy comes with a smile and totally makes me tense , leaving me feel unsafe .
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Perhaps the lucky ones are not those who appear to be winning in life, but those who have been devastated by it. The ones who Life has relentlessly pursued, until they were utterly destroyed.
We live in a world full of darkness and fear. A world that we are shackled to by such dense illusion, that it calls for a fierce Love to set us free; a wild, fiery, fight to the death, kind of Love. A Love that can tear down walls, smash through flood gates of grief, and crack our hearts wide open. A Love that can force our hand to go to all the places we don’t want to go. A Love that can show us, in becoming nothing, we gain everything. A Love that can reveal to us, when all is lost, only truth remains.
There are no mistakes in life; in this beautiful, albeit brutal at times, master plan to bring us home. Everything is intended to help awaken us to our true nature, as a being of pure Love. And once you see that, you can stop fighting with Life, and surrender to whatever may be, because you know in your heart, God is good . . . all the time.
©️ Emily Jane ❤️
5th November 2024

