Distorted

I told you I was struggling,

Showed you the cracks beneath the surface,

But instead of helping me heal,

You poured salt into the wounds.

You saw my weaknesses and turned them into weapons,

Each word you spoke cut deeper,

And as I stood on the edge, barely holding on,

You gave me one more push.

It’s like you enjoyed watching me crumble,

Like seeing me lost gave you power.

You knew exactly where to strike,

Playing my mind like a game you couldn’t lose.

I wanted to be strong for you,

Wanted to be the man you could count on,

But you kept tearing me down,

Piece by piece, until nothing was left.

Now I sit here, broken and empty,

And somehow, I’m the one to blame.

You’ll say I was too distant, too cold,

That I couldn’t open up, couldn’t be enough.

And while you paint yourself as the victim,

The world will listen to your story,

But no one will see the quiet destruction

You left behind in me.

Shared by: Mr. Nigel

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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