Anniversaries

On this day , close to this hour , January 23, 2012 , I watched Dad take

his last breath . I was as prepared as one can be for the death of a

parental “ soul mate “ , for I learned we have Soul Mates that are not

romantic, or sexual. And we “ mothered each other “ due to my Mom’s

detached parenting .

A reader had discussed his departure and I had 14 months, to prepare.

However the siblings were plotting , to remove me inheriting, what was

Dad’s whole estate , and it immediately became apparent as Dad took

last breath . I had a phone call from a SIL warning me to watch my

back , then telling me how much brother loved me 🤪

My experience with his exiting was powerful and beautiful and also

affirmation that Divine did exist .

I was trying to sleep , having nodded out in my recliner 🙌 and woke

without at first realizing the hour was his departure hour .

It’s ok, I didn’t eat dinner , and eating kinda sedates me , as I heal.

And I’m leaning into sleep especially especially with ice and snow

I’m just staying in rather than risk anything ..

So cycles of 12 are closing , 2024 brings the truth and the light , ease

and peace as we come together in healing Mother Earth and her

children ..A shift just occurred as more folks woke and it’s brought

ease .. Detaching is difficult , and I know a lot of the nature of this

change includes people .. that’s been my life for decades , however

one’s children are a different story… the decades of traumatic

experiences between us unhealed … my job was to heal me , focus on

on learning and experiencing , so I could aide others … So it’s

more than difficult to accept this is not possible for them …yet ?

There are many families who need my information and will

welcome my stories .. and as truth comes to light , I am very Thankful

for the teacher I had in Dad , who would not let me think my self

exempt from hardships , but was tribal in his desire for me to have

justice .

James / Supplementer

Abner/ Father of Light