I’d rather go blind – Etta James

When we met , he turned me on to this music artist , I was not aware of.. I was listening to Tracy Chapman.. it was a window to his sadness . He had been advised by a ” friend ” to take gobs of GABA , which I use at night and I spoke of my concern at the excessive dosage .

He was experiencing great change and not ready for it , and it tweaked me , as I had been there .. a state of mind that was heart and soul .

It didn’t go anywhere , and I couldn’t/ wouldn’t walk it back in my investments of my spirit and soul.

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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