I had to be brutally honest with myself and I did accept I am not for everyone or they for me .
As I started to write , I accepted that I would be happy with 1 person who ” got me ” and appreciated my message / information .
Sadly , I have been abused in my vulnerability but not broken and I keep my faith in myself and my missions .
A psychic explained it like this ; Most folks incarnate and have around 7 missions to accomplish. You have 18 , which translated to my blue print prior to incarnation grew very expansive . Not unusual for a sign in Astrology that hold the imprint of all 12 astrological signs .
Any skepticism I had has been replaced by confirmation in more ways than I can list .
I know the closing of this cycle brings both joy, sadness and test that must be faced and healed and or released .
I have not had the support of a conscious masculine and accept that resolving my foundational needs that require consistency, and discerning who meets me in this journey to walk beside , and the ghost of ever present past are rested . Some ghost arrested 🏛
Far from desperate, I must gauge the ease or dis ease in my discernment ; for peace and harmony are preferable. And I got that in my heart and mind and my home will resolve itself and I won’t be subject to the lawlessness of lords and ladies and jesters who hold court with bias and renderings already decided !
Honest With Myself