This gal really touches my soul , albeit being rescued
is not necessary , nor do I rescue …I shine a light
I can reflect the shadow or the light and detest masking
myself , as I had to for too many years .
The trauma released as a result of intimate partner
violence , spiritual , mental , physical and utilizing
all within his power , he struck me down when I was
inside out . His trauma and his addictions , spinning
out, we 4 and many others attached to what he could
do, not who he was.
That confused and angered him.
I prefer to think this , rather than it is character , fear
silencing healing words of forgiveness , and love
from it’s root , within .
In the context of a “he” God , I am very happy
with my acceptance that spirit has no gender .
It’s a feeling , a nuance , a calm …and shadow
lays await like a theif in the darkest of nights
to steal calm , and peace as body receives the
implication of threat , I have been made aware
that my many years of surrender are being met
with a thrust by shadow , in my very roots .
I’m not a gambler , and I have become wiser
My strength lay in surrender .
Yin and Yang
Balance within , my life , my day to day .
All that should be is returned , all that is my now
leads to Thy Will Being Done .
This morning , I am Thank You , to those who
in their distortion or fear , created trauma , that is not
mental illness , and graditude exist for having survived
that I might include myself among legions of
messengers of exiting the matrix to not only
survive , but to thrive in all that has been distorted
as many awaken to the actualization of a society
that was lulled into submission via induced addiction.
We are many, We are mighty .
Light is on as much as possible , in this time of
revelations , truths that allow light to begin healing
in mass Consciousness that is of such beauty .
How can I not want to celebrate ,laugh out loud ?
And I do, as I weep for the tower moments ahead
for denials and distortions that dispell much shadow
in self exposure via abuses …
I have a part to forfill , only a part , and it’s my time
to be heard, to be seen , to matter , in many aspects
of what we face each and every day .
May you be Blessed this day 💗
Dona Luna 🙏💯🐸