Having had 2 young male adults , make that 3 , question on the gender of the 3rd behave very negatively to facts, basically very poor emotional balance. Add bro who states “I love her”, followed by , ” I think she’s a witch .
To whit , I read , I am the worst abuser ever, and causing mental health crisis to another…Of course I have great empathy for anyone who is challenged , and own my responsibilities, but I’m not responsible for anyone’s actions or reactions ..
I too was very resistant to change, fearful and challenged by living nightmares at whim for the past 44 years . Before that as the induced responsible party in a family of seperation , shame , medical tyranny, social and religious dogma etc .
I was guided to marry, seduced by my hearts desire reflected back at me, very briefly, with shattering examples of abuse that did seem bearable in the growth but 1 year and days later rendered me compliant, unsteady , more often than not.
I did not cheat, manipulate our family income or focus on myself in healthy ways , addiction to alcohol was not an option .
The more I found myself in that matrix , the it cost, the more loss, as strategic planning took place..totally beyond comprehension , and I’m bad ??? Ok
It’s getting caught, while what’s been a vulgar displacement , I’m to blame .
Releasing rage , anger was my healthiest choice , and I wept listening to this , for the path of far too many , caught in a matrix of lower energy that’s exposed and transformed , eventually .. many lost forever ..protective of the fake scenario, failing to note or accept that they called for these revelations , their souls alight with facts their psyches cant not yet absorb , and it feels like death .. yea it is
to all that does not serve you in your growth , joy , creation , mission and life force ..
Storms pass, anger abated , healed with longed for truths , allows loves great light to warm the all of you, renewed , .
In lieu of all the negatives , so much joy , so much love is shared , and I have an afternoon date that evolved very mysteriously and in such a sweet way, I know it will be a treat . He shared that his daughter met me, and thought us a match .
I’m simply responding to a charming request, not his 1st , for a get to know ya, and I’m in the flow …Very weary of targeted , oh so stuck projected blame .
This is where I am, mutually exclusive , and I am very ok on my own as Divine reveals my destiny .
It is FaithKeeping .
It is Love 😘♾♥️
Blessings & Peace
Dona Luna 😘🐸♾🦸♀️🦸♂️