Watch “The Narcissist’s Lack Of Wisdom, And Your Reaction To It” on YouTube

How tragic , how very true . Awareness of deeply vulnerable emotional issues that grew more shadowed as responsibility hit far too soon and early in our relationship.

As did his pronounced attachment to Mother , and he ignored her negativity and outright abuses of myself , then our sons, which were lighter in my presence.

The humongous responsibly he carried were financial and I was not entitled to know more than surface. That was in house , for all intents it appeared we were wealthy, and yes I did think so, but it was a Big Daddy thing to have money that was his to regulate .

The exact schelding , routine , and lack of authenic communication adversely affected our trusting each other, for avoidance of deeply emotionally, which was always met with anger, then rage as he internalized blame instead of listening and assuming responsibility.

Learned in childhood imprinting , and altered by trauma, it’s apparent, was then, but I had no resources.. I was imprinted in thinking it was my job , to try to clear , and yet I had such shakey ground , it was impossible to gain the info , actuate it, while wearing all the hats demanded of a young mother of 3 sons .

Advantaging my state of induced AMA medicine , by choice or trauma, making disadvantaged choices for me , that have kept me bound to an energy that’s extremely unhealthy .

Coming to on my own , but for very marked signs of spirit , after setting my intentions, I did have many tower moments , but never did I say I wanted to die ..

After a very long off /on with a feminine of his exact masculine, I became educated as never before, only last year .

While her very tuff, all knowing , highly superior and very secretive outer self ruled, her inner was often suicidal, addicted or co dependent in many ways. Ignored as blame was projected every where but taking responsibility , loaded with fear , blame , and cheapness of mind body and spirit, I finally walked away from any nuance of friendship .,I will never trust in that person again.

How she parented was exactly the same secretive , manipulative way and there were recoils when she finally split her relationship.

Uber concerned about money ,24/7 , much action , manipulation , greed came out, as well as hoarding money etc as plans were made ,years in the making .

Partner augmented this, asking if it would be ok to date , for being in this over decade vortex of never pleasing his beloved, of never being enough , had driven him to drink , and he was lightened by the vulgar ending , as he grew more awake ..

So much of the limited time in the conclusion last year challenged me, but I cleared it , realizing the curses that would be made and the rebound that are karmic , to teach her.. Listening to the partner explain his experience , and the excuse given was that I made her leave as she did , with no warning ,

The exact opposite was true, with regard to partner and children . Projection that it was my idea, is a childhood issue , and we ending our communication, sharing the belief of just how much trauma was silenced , wanting to heal, but very dangerous as she burned everybody up by targeting, projecting and cursing..Ignoring her health , emotionally and physically..finally awakening and cramming in years of dental and medical, updating all parts of her life as if hiatus for that decade ..

It grew very old , after years of no contact , the repeated energy , jealously and competitive, moneymaking reboot , my lesson completed.

🙏✌❤

May you find your way as I did , with more ease and less trauma and loss.

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Blessings & Peace

Dona Luna

Watch “Narcissists and Financial Abuse, Part 1” on YouTube

While this has been an affirmation

and as we witness on high levels , that

can no longer be ignored .

Financially abused, reduced to servitude

not a valued servant , just someone who

was a financial drain.. Induced Bipolar

gave him cart blanch to do as he pleased

deeply , as he prepared , in 5 horrific

years , I was chemically straight jacketed

and harder to grasp the abuses , trauma

as if I deserved it , I was so unworthy .

Try as I might , the very foundational life

altering issues of foundation , safe home

working as I do from home . My home

as years of renting have tested me , over

and over, I end this cycle with physical

facts , that cannot be ignored.

The funds lost will be returned; all that is

ours oh high , is returned .

This of course does not resonate with

many, but the afterburner , the side

effects of our imbalanced systems of

justice and maleness and revenue

allowed his believably, and essentially

publically killed Donna Lynn, Mother

of 3, an Unfit Mother, who deserved

only what he had to release .

Power equates to Power Love etc in a

very low energy , abuse of money ensures

a very nasty kick back, which has fallen

on deaf ears , and unfortunately requires

action , as again , I am in rental Hell , an

awareness that Divine has this , and all

is well.

However , my gut is not yet on board

and I am Blessed beyond measure to

be supported in community that gives

me faith to continue.

And I’m taking better care of myself .

I will share an amazing healer , who has

introduced me to so much , valid info

products and therapies , which are

state of the art , common sense , tested

healthier, and it’s simply amazing.

Very soon, I am uber busy , and resting

as well, and I pray you are also😘✌🐸

I know it’s a lot, and I better understand

after induced mania , so much of what

of what folks face now , is manic , like

it came out of no where , and yep mania

as well as most induced cyclic effects has

tower moments , end upon end , which

are seen as character defects, instead

of induced addiction, legally with horrific

reverb , as we witness now ..

Exposing it, in all its nastiness, exposes

this shadow to light , and thus in these

days of shadow temperament and justice

we become states of law by humane

humans ©️.🙏✌😘❤ Villages and Communites that care

Blessings & Peace ,

Dona Luna 🐸🎊☯️♾

Watch “India.Arie – Crazy (Official Video)” on YouTube

Definitely a challenge, however I have never thought deep pain, and abuse were part of crazy love..

Divine will bring that person forth , as promised , that I can live with and not live without ..

However , I do know I have survived enormous loss, grief , and abuses , and I will survive the physical loss of anyone , in awareness that Benovelant Beloveds are always with me as I transverse this life , I am surrounded by 8,000 ancestors who wish only my best and guide and support me , with higher love .❤🎯♾☯️

Blessings & Peace ,

Dona Luna

✌😘🎊🐸🎶

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So much Light n the Shadow

So what has protesting accomplished?
Added to include: Minneapolis city council votes to dispand police department.

👉🏼Within 10 days of sustained protests:
Minneapolis bans use of choke holds.

👉🏼Charges are upgraded against Officer Chauvin, and his accomplices are arrested and charged.

👉🏼Dallas adopts a “duty to intervene” rule that requires officers to stop other cops who are engaging in inappropriate use of force.

👉🏼New Jersey’s attorney general said the state will update its use-of-force guidelines for the first time in two decades.

👉🏼In Maryland, a bipartisan work group of state lawmakers announced a police reform work group.

👉🏼Los Angeles City Council introduces motion to reduce LAPD’s $1.8 billion operating budget.

👉🏼MBTA in Boston agrees to stop using public buses to transport police officers to protests.

👉🏼Police brutality captured on cameras leads to near-immediate suspensions and firings of officers in several cities (i.e., Buffalo, Ft. Lauderdale).

👉🏼Monuments celebrating confederates are removed in cities in Virginia, Alabama, and other states.

👉🏼Street in front of the White House is renamed “Black Lives Matter Plaza.”
Military forces begin to withdraw from D.C.

Then, there’s all the other stuff that’s hard to measure:

💓The really difficult public and private conversations that are happening about race and privilege.

💓The realizations some white people are coming to about racism and the role of policing in this country.

💓The self-reflection.

💓The internal battles exploding within organizations over issues that have been simmering or ignored for a long time. Some organizations will end as a result, others will be forever changed or replaced with something stronger and fairer.

Globally:

🌎 Protests against racial inequality sparked by the police killing of George Floyd are taking place all over the world.

🌎 Rallies and memorials have been held in cities across Europe, as well as in Mexico, Canada, Brazil, Australia, and New Zealand.

🌎 As the US contends with its second week of protests, issues of racism, police brutality, and oppression have been brought to light across the globe.

🌎 People all over the world understand that their own fights for human rights, for equality and fairness, will become so much more difficult to win if we are going to lose America as the place where ‘I have a dream’ is a real and universal political program,” Wolfgang Ischinger, a former German ambassador to the US, told the New Yorker.

🌎 In France, protesters marched holding signs that said “I can’t breathe” to signify both the words of Floyd, and the last words of Adama Traoré, a 24-year-old black man who was subdued by police officers and gasped the sentence before he died outside Paris in 2016.

🌎 Cities across Europe have come together after the death of George Floyd:

✊ In Amsterdam, an estimated 10,000 people filled the Dam square on Monday, holding signs and shouting popular chants like “Black lives matter,” and “No justice, no peace.”

✊ In Germany, people gathered in multiple locations throughout Berlin to demand justice for Floyd and fight against police brutality.

✊ A mural dedicated to Floyd was also spray-painted on a stretch of wall in Berlin that once divided the German capital during the Cold War.

✊ In Ireland, protesters held a peaceful demonstration outside of Belfast City Hall, and others gathered outside of the US embassy in Dublin.

✊ In Italy, protesters gathered and marched with signs that said “Stop killing black people,” “Say his name,” and “We will not be silent.”

✊ In Spain, people gathered to march and hold up signs throughout Barcelona and Madrid.

✊ In Athens, Greece, protesters took to the streets to collectively hold up a sign that read “I can’t breathe.”

✊ In Brussels, protesters were seen sitting in a peaceful demonstration in front of an opera house in the center of the city.

✊ In Denmark, protesters were heard chanting “No justice, no peace!” throughout the streets of Copenhagen, while others gathered outside the US embassy.

✊ In Canada, protesters were also grieving for Regis Korchinski-Paquet, a 29-year-old black woman who died on Wednesday after falling from her balcony during a police investigation at her building.

✊ And in New Zealand, roughly 2,000 people marched to the US embassy in Auckland, chanting and carrying signs demanding justice.

💐 Memorials have been built for Floyd around the world, too. In Mexico City, portraits of him were hung outside the US embassy with roses, candles, and signs.

💐 In Poland, candles and flowers were laid out next to photos of Floyd outside the US consulate.

💐 And in Syria, two artists created a mural depicting Floyd in the northwestern town of Binnish, “on a wall destroyed by military planes.”

Before the assanation of George Floyd some of you where able to say whatever the hell you wanted and the world didn’t say anything to you…

THERE HAS BEEN A SHIFT, AN AWAKENING…MANY OF YOU ARE BEING EXPOSED FOR WHO YOU REALLY ARE. #readthatagain

Don’t wake up tomorrow on the wrong side of this issue. Its not to late to SAY,

“maybe I need to look at this from a different perspective.

Maybe I don’t know what its like to be black in America…

Maybe, just maybe, I have been taught wrong.”

There is still so much work to be done. It’s been a really dark, raw week. This could still end badly. But all we can do is keep doing the work.

Keep protesting.

WE ARE NOT TRYING TO START A RACE WAR; WE ARE PROTESTING TO END IT,
PEACEFULLY.

How beautiful is that?

ALL LIVES CANNOT MATTER UNTIL YOU INCLUDE BLACK LIVES.

YOU CANNOT SAY ‘ALL LIVES MATTER’ WHEN YOU DO NOTHING TO STOP SYSTEMIC RACISM & POLICE BRUTALITY.

YOU CANNOT SAY ‘ALL LIVES MATTER’ WHEN BLACK PEOPLE ARE DYING AND ALL YOU COMPLAIN ABOUT IS THE LOOTING.

YOU CANNOT SAY ‘ALL LIVES MATTER’ WHEN YOU ALLOW CHILDREN TO BE CAGED, VETERANS TO GO HOMELESS, AND POOR FAMILIES TO LOSE THEIR HEALTH INSURANCE.

DO ALL LIVES MATTER? YES. BUT RIGHT NOW, ONLY BLACK LIVES ARE BEING TARGETED, JAILED, AND KILLED EN MASSE.

🖤🖤🖤BLACK LIVES MATTER🖤🖤🖤

IF YOU CAN’T SEE THIS, YOU ARE THE PROBLEM.

Blance is Vital ; Responding to Dan McGhee

~Dan McGhee~

Friends, do you understand that the World Health Organization (WHO) just made an announcement that literally dismantled the PRIMARY REASON we

shut down our economy,

social-distanced from family and friends for months,

destroyed businesses,

stopped going to church,

astronomically increased mental health-related breakdowns,

submitted ourselves to mandatory mask-wearing orders,

forced people to bury their loved ones with no funeral, etc…. (I could go on and on)?

Remember how often we were told that “asymptomatic carriers of Covid-19 can spread this disease to hundreds of people before they even realize they are infected?”

It didn’t matter that this defied common sense and experience, did it?

Nope.

We were chastised over and over again and told to “listen to the experts.”

Some of us said,

“Historically (and Biblically, btw) the practice is to quarantine those who are sick.”

But, the answer we received was

“No, this isn’t enough with this Coronavirus because you can be spreading it long before you show any symptoms. Therefore, we have to put everyone in quarantine.”

And those who questioned this idea were accused of being selfish, self-centered, “caring more about money than people,” and “wanting to kill grandma.”

How convenient now for the WHO to come out with a statement telling the world that they’ve actually realized that “spread of Covid-19 by asymptomatic carriers is rare.”

Rare, of course, means that IT HARDLY EVER HAPPENS.

We were played. Big time.

Dear Dan

The destiny of a world in spin cycle was not a good one Sir , with all due respect .

Yes , I sense the dark place one resides and many reasons for that dim out look , however it is my choice, as I have experienced too many times , to hold faith.

The light that has revealed so much good , as a result of the high lighted issues that effect US all, not just a select few. I therefore sense a rebirth , less reconstruction and holding past abuses as we clear this , genenerational abuses of 14 generations .. From the bowels of Motger Earth , the purifying in whatever mode necessary is clearing our pathway to New Earth .

As such , when discussing the dark, the shadow , I always add the light that is transforming dank for golden IF you’re aware, and IF you are AWARE , then you would be striving to vibrate in a higher energy of light and AWARE , by not doing so, this effort is slower.. It keeps the light worker in that to a point of having to transmute it , and its draining .

Blessings & Peace♾✌🧡🎶☯️

©️

Blessings & Peace ,

Dona Luna