Having missed those.13 plus years due to psychiatric abuse , when I got through the withdrawal , I strived to be healthy and independent enough, to do more , see more, be more . Challenges with foundation requirements , finances, landlords , health cost out of pocket have delayed me , but not stopped me .
With a gift of 5k from ex, in October I see a specialist about having cataracts removed.. My gift $ Was for a home, or car, neither can come about with that so, I’ve saved and added to the gift$ and will pay out of pocket . The eyesight must be restored , however and that cannot wait.
Healthy to me is beauty and I’m going to get there ..
I have had many experiences lost to me , and I’m surrendered , I’ve let go of those losses , aware that that stage of my life is over and tabulations are made and balance will be restored .
Life’s Wisdoms
Imagine being in your 80’s and you catch yourself thinking about your life.
And how you never took that trip to go swimming in the ocean on a beautiful summer day because you didn’t like the way you looked in your swimsuit.
Or realising you never laughed until you couldn’t breathe because your teeth weren’t straight enough.
Or how you never embraced the sun on the beach because of the stretch marks on your stomach.
You never allowed yourself to let go and have fun because the pressure to look perfect consumed you.
Just imagine being at the end of your life and realising you’ve hidden yourself away from the fear of being real.
Just think about all the years you wasted hating yourself.
And all this time you were perfect exactly the way you were.
Take my advice and cherish every single day you have left, because tomorrow is never promised.


This is one thing we need to realize
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