About fifteen years ago, when I first started learning about ascension. My mind and body went through a very painful time. I could barely walk for five years. I got two back surgeries that I didn’t need. I had severe nerve pains all over my body. I passed over a dozen kidney stones. And I was dizzy with migraines almost ever day. During this difficult time I spent a many hours praying, and learning spiritual lessons by listening to hundreds of channeled messages from Angels and ascended masters like Jesus, Archangel Michael, and many others, through a YouTube channel, that was called then, the Galactic Federation of Light.
I was raised in the LDS religion, I have always loved learning spiritual things, I have read the Bible and Mormon scriptures many times, even the gnostics and apocryphal scriptures. I feel that I have always been growing spiritually throughout my life. But during those five years of pain, my spiritual knowledge grew a thousand fold.
During those years, at night, when I could sleep, I was constantly dreaming of fighting dark entities in deep underground realms. I would wake up sweating and completely exhausted most mornings, and I felt I had to sleep most of the day. I prayed constantly. I don’t think I ever ended my prayers, it was like I was always in a prayer state of mind, because of my pain.
In my dreams my body was made of light. And I was very powerful. I would always defeat any evil entities I encountered, but it was always a difficult battle. I remember waking up many mornings and literally smelling darkness in the air. I know that sounds strange, but I still remember the smell.
Those days were my dark night of the soul. And it was very taxing on me, as well as my family. I wasn’t able to play with my kids, help my wife with anything, or perform at my job. I wished so badly that I could be present for my family, but I felt I had a strange spiritual calling that needed me more.
I willing said to God every night, “I’ll keep fighting the evil you need, no matter how badly it hurts.”
Eventually the dark dreams stopped. And I was very grateful.
After the darkness was over, I was shown how to heal myself. I was guided how to take mental control of my body. I first stopped thinking I was a victim in any way. I then took upon me the sacred name “I AM LOVE”. I remembered the teachings of Jesus Christ, and how he said someday, we will do miracles like him, and even greater. I viewed myself as a part of the universal God source, having great powers within me. I believed that I was given the ability to act as my own savior through my Christ consciousness.
With this new knowledge, I then commanded every cell in my body to listen to my thoughts and obey my words. I literally told every cell in my body to be whole and healthy with daily thoughts and “I AM” affirmations. It only took a few weeks of doing that, and started to feel much better.
My intuition then told me that I had dark ethereal parasites attached to my spinal cord that were the root of my health issues. I was intuitively guided to envision light shining through my body destroying all the dark parasites. So I did it, I envisioned bright white light flowing from the source of the universe, through my head, down my spine, and then down to the center of the earth beneath me. I did this daily along with my “I AM” affirmations. Then a true miracle happened. I was healed completely! I felt zero pain! It seemed to work like magic. And even my mind could finally rest.
For the last decade I’ve been relatively pain free, not a single kidney stone since. And I can not only walk normally now, but I can run again!
Many other light workers talk about painful ascension symptoms that they have gone through as they go through their ascension process.
I hope that my story, my path, my dark night of the soul, will help guide someone else in a similar spiritual battle.
I love you all, let’s always remember, we are all one. The word Atonement means, at-one-with. Christ wants us all to be united as one. His main message was love one another.
I’m starting a Facebook group where people can share their personal stories of spiritual growth, experiences, and knowledge with others. I’m calling the group:
“I AM”
Everyone is welcome in this group, no matter your religion, beliefs, or level of spirituality. Even agnostics are certainly welcome. I only ask that you be kind and respectful in your comments to all who post to the group. Especially if other’s beliefs differ from yours.
I want everyone to feel safe and welcome in “I AM”.
GreatCosmicMothersUnite 