I know of the funk and proudly have kept the faith in extreme challenges , resulting in not allowing the ” funk ” to take me but so far downward .
I’m more aware of the energy around me , the energy of being targeted , the ancestral cellular inheritance that with experience and knowledge of what had been cyclic now healed ! Never to adversely impact the lineage and certainly leaving a better , legacy of truth ( light) and healing ❤️🩹
This time of year is sweet and I enjoy the slower pace and have mourned deeply the lost years with our 2 sons with November birthdays , Thanksgiving and the excitement of Christmas holidays .
Unfortunately I had 5 very long and intense years to watch the deteriorating of anything sacred about celebrations . Asking for his presence when he stated he wanted to go in August . Apparently still ” high” from a weeks trip to the beach and his new love he wanted to begin his happy 😃.
His happy never got past that and many situations were experienced in her effort to retaliate publicly, showing her power and dominance over me .
Well she had her own experience and lessons in the 20 years they cohabitated and I am quite sure I will never allow that energy in my life again nor collapse if it’s coming at me .
It’s a toxic well of drama and trauma, that I haven’t drank out of for over a decade .
Trying to hold that past energy of patriarchal dominance was rejected time and again while together and my body bore that out . However , I did not have medical professionals who knew what to do and it was game on with the legal eagles to whom winning is everything .
Justice is a Universal energy and it’s being served due to continued desires to retain status quo , and silence the dead mother .
While that’s very painful , there’s been no positive movement forward and releasing this lightens the load each family member carries.
Laying those burdens down 👍🐸💯