Honest With Myself 🙊🙉🙈👁🎵🎶🎼

I had to be brutally honest with myself and I did accept I am not for everyone or they for me .

As I started to write , I accepted that I would be happy with 1 person who ” got me ” and appreciated my message / information .

Sadly , I have been abused in my vulnerability but not broken and I keep my faith in myself and my missions .

A psychic explained it like this ; Most folks incarnate and have around 7 missions to accomplish. You have 18 , which translated to my blue print prior to incarnation grew very expansive . Not unusual for a sign in Astrology that hold the imprint of all 12 astrological signs .

Any skepticism I had has been replaced by confirmation in more ways than I can list .

I know the closing of this cycle brings both joy, sadness and test that must be faced and healed and or released .

I have not had the support of a conscious masculine and accept that resolving my foundational needs that require consistency, and discerning who meets me in this journey to walk beside , and the ghost of ever present past are rested . Some ghost arrested 🏛

Far from desperate, I must gauge the ease or dis ease in my discernment ; for peace and harmony are preferable. And I got that in my heart and mind and my home will resolve itself and I won’t be subject to the lawlessness of lords and ladies and jesters who hold court with bias and renderings already decided !

Honest With Myself

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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