Letting Go

The message this morning was to let go

and I can assure you that’s been forced

and choice until I again feel “naked” before

Divine who knows my heart .

The source is not out there it’s within me

Which attracts more than it repels .

The need to know as much as possible from

my decades of experiences and research

and then blasphemy me or channel it as

“theirs” 💯

I have only myself which has got me to this

space in between . However , there is clarity

about my responsibilities in closing out

cycles that our grandchildren will not

inherit as the “ sack cloth “ of servitude to

very dark secrets in ancestors is no longer

a legacy .

I did not receive one moment of truth and

sense change , only denial and projection

which I have long accepted as self talk .

My healing included detaching from his

shadow , and keeping faith that our sons

would awaken and recognize the better

healthier choice to heal these trauma . Past

but so triggered , so shamed , so resistant

as they channel their father ; I surrender

them once again to Divine ,

Having had no healthy connection for

over 20! Years and “ No contact “ but for

one I did business with , the dimming of

having had a loving family being a reality .

Just as he masked , they masked , and have

no loving , compassionate, respect for me.

Letting go , presenting my experience , the

total lack of Justice and civil rights and

mostly the effort to repress my spiritual

growth , emotionally abusing my very

heart and soul .

Severed is The Living Connection , that is

destroyed by an individual who must

win .

Letting go of the recent lesson in partnership

a repeat lesson involving children which

was and is hard but it’s done .. surrendered.

Letting Go

Letting go of 6 th month in a motel as

my home becomes a reality .

Despite the effort to keep me low financially

which is less appealing to a suitor , as I

began my single hood , with zero credit

and making it worse by refinance quotes

as I sought healthcare replacements

I tanked around 500.

So I was thrilled to get my paper credit

report to find my score at 630 and lots

I can dispute !

I have much to be grateful for , as I listen to

some happy birds , enjoying the bare trees .

I am surrendered to the changes in my life

that I have prayed for since I was a child

where I choose to hold the childlike wonder

and deflect within or without and childish

repetitive trauma or drama .

Have a Very Blessed Day

Peace ☮️ & Love ❤️

Dona Luna 🐸

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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