Depression was a lost Dream.

Depression had many facets . The soul snatcher was realizing I was surrounded by adults who had a ” master” type mentality .

Displays socially became intolerable and as I began to tank it did not seem to bother them but shame them or perhaps give them the opening .Saving him was like nature , I married the mask man who saw his Dad surrendered and didn’t like it ..Till the end .

He had the hear her loose her life as Dad became vegetative ..years of that sacrifice . All the rage against women was confidently utilized at whim .

I now realize he was triggered very quickly .

I was and still am his target .

I am not and never was .

I lost me and our sons hold his guidance , and my many losses have brought him rage to keep denying and defying his required healing and surrender to Divine .

I am dedicated to concluding this contract consciously and stepping out of the shadow that fear has wrought .

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Blessings 🙏 and ✌Peace,

Dona Luna 😘

You may have gone above the call of duty in some way and offered assistance to make others’ lives easier. Yet, you seem to be on the receiving end of negativity or criticism for having done so. Are you obliged to continue offering assistance? That decision is entirely yours. But you’re certainly not required to tolerate anything unacceptable from one or two people. They may need reminding of what you do from the goodness of your ❤.

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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