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In my attempts to release our families

on earth, I did harm, and I did shame for

drawing attention to the gross neglect of

each adult,  inherited by each son .

When that’s ongoing decades , of 14

generations,  even without the awareness

I have learned the cellular abuses and

and abusers can and are healing amass.

For this social misfit , survivor of oral

rape, at age 5 has been my hell on earth .

It attracts , due to my ability to dream and

hold it and manifest it ..My warnings hold

no weight, though what I discuss , in

earnest , holds no value , and certainly

no joy in the reality of actualization.

Divine has shared my truths with me

and I grasp the who what why and where

and I still hold space for the healing of

each family member , beloved , friend

past or present to do as they are intended

as I am .

I made calls today in awareness, which

felt immediate , and I did all I could to

communicate , and release from a past

that is ever present with the father of our

sons . He does not feel the love

conciouness , only loss and errors in

an endless review of misdeeds inherited

experienced, witnessed and certainly

responsible …That dislocation is trama

a reality of hell on earth , and witnessing

the revelations, and unions , and

financial volatility, has added to the

physical burdens of a lifetime of poor

eating habits, smoking for 5.5 Decades

and he has spoken of these bearing out

then recends them, though I know he has

tried valuiently to hide his health issues

as he did his emotional and psychological

and after years of trying to roll with it

to hold our foundation , I failed.

I have not, nor will I ever be forgiven .

My truths , could adversely affect him

as well as our sons , even it’s Divinity

his journey , is not deviating.

My Mother did the same thing .

My sister did the same thing .

With so little warning, so few years , with

Dad , it was not as I saw it unfolding

and has born out , in 7 years , is still

bearing out truths .

I’m hanging at home, great nap, evening s

storm, and nice lulls in traffic that often

shreds my ears , and Peace.. Feeling

caught up, or perhaps my path of prep

toward moving is better ..

I dont hold the power of life nor death

and spiritual death , when accepted as

the doorway to birthing , or rebirthing

and you are the creator .

Now more than ever , I am vested in my

visions , my wake and nighttime dreams

and I have shared them to an extent

and sadly have learned that it adversely

creates an incentive lacking Divinity .

I am a gun owner , not of choice but of

force , and that force had guided me to

this place , of acceptance.

To accept my worth , my strengths, my

Divinity …accept that all do not have eyes

to see me, ears to hear me , arms to hold

me, a heart that is home to me , a

foundation that is all that is and will

ever be…

Divine knows who this Beloved is , and

that is all I need to know . ©️


Blessings & Peace

Dona Lu

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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