My feed and emails arrest to this as I foresaw these days, shortages , and fear and anger fueling it…Its far more than I envisioned, and 1o years feel just as vulnerable physically, in foundation terms, but I have never had more faith spiritually.
I have accepted how that torments folks who torture spirit , knowingly or unknowingly, and don’t care ..
And yes there are folks who practice shadow , play shadow games, projecting anyways the other.
Induced into suicide , by Xanax, I did
I did recover from many horrible events and lack of demonstrative love .. it took many lessons, including 13 years induced into Bipolar Manic Depression, loosing all I held Dear , in an energy of over 40 years that allows me to write the words that cannot convey, the struggle to escape the shroud of death, that I may protect those who cared not weather I lived or not, and have shown the same response toward each of our children , grandchildren , and we are still standing , and extracting ourselves from the expectation that we should die to shut up the truth and the light of what was, V995.51 Pathogenic Parenting , intimate partner violence, child abuse..
No Buddie plan on the suicide , grieving daily , has been quite enough .
I do understand , I read nightly of folks ready and to end their lives , and I have been there, induced or organic it’s a reality that is highlighted in these days .
I must address this in my own terms , writing of specifics , and share my faith as I focused on recovery of all my fragmented selves, caring for myself as no one ever has , teaching me an invaluable lesson ..And no not once have I ever been suicidal, as I climbed out of the RX addiction/induction , and as I began I screamed in pain , for god to take me, repeatedly .
I was guided to believe I am here for a reason , I dont feel lack , and discerning others intent , or perhaps just not giving a rat’s ass… but no, taking my life, or allowing anyone to be in that space .
Blessings and Peace,
Dona Luna 🕊♥️🦄♥️🦅⚡🗽🌐©️🌟♾