Suicide Claims more lives than CV in Tenn.

My feed and emails arrest to this as I foresaw these days, shortages , and fear and anger fueling it…Its far more than I envisioned, and 1o years feel just as vulnerable physically, in foundation terms, but I have never had more faith spiritually.

I have accepted how that torments folks who torture spirit , knowingly or unknowingly, and don’t care ..

And yes there are folks who practice shadow , play shadow games, projecting anyways the other.

Induced into suicide , by Xanax, I did

recover .

I did recover from many horrible events and lack of demonstrative love .. it took many lessons, including 13 years induced into Bipolar Manic Depression, loosing all I held Dear , in an energy of over 40 years that allows me to write the words that cannot convey, the struggle to escape the shroud of death, that I may protect those who cared not weather I lived or not, and have shown the same response toward each of our children , grandchildren , and we are still standing , and extracting ourselves from the expectation that we should die to shut up the truth and the light of what was, V995.51 Pathogenic Parenting , intimate partner violence, child abuse..

No Buddie plan on the suicide , grieving daily , has been quite enough .

I do understand , I read nightly of folks ready and to end their lives , and I have been there, induced or organic it’s a reality that is highlighted in these days .

I must address this in my own terms , writing of specifics , and share my faith as I focused on recovery of all my fragmented selves, caring for myself as no one ever has , teaching me an invaluable lesson ..And no not once have I ever been suicidal, as I climbed out of the RX addiction/induction , and as I began I screamed in pain , for god to take me, repeatedly .

I was guided to believe I am here for a reason , I dont feel lack , and discerning others intent , or perhaps just not giving a rat’s ass… but no, taking my life, or allowing anyone to be in that space .

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Blessings and Peace,

Dona Luna 🕊♥️🦄♥️🦅⚡🗽🌐©️🌟♾

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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