It took a lot of years to reconcile with my detached Mom as my empathic , water sensitive , to her fire energy that was layered over years with challenges . I saw her as a 3 year old , somewhere in my 20s as I became a Mom at 25 , I shared a kin ship with her and our relationship deepened , and was my mothering her more , materially ..treating her child and she confided much , but in that I have realized my role as an emotional partner to Mom and Dad , who had communication , stress , and work related issues , that resulted in her early exit from this planet..
Understanding the drugged hypnotics used , adjunct to my acceptance long ago that Mom did the best she could , and I could Mother myself , as well as the fact that Gaia is my Mother …
I was rejected , the influence of psychiatry , domestic abuse denied and a judicial system , in a society that accepts what’s said or even seen as fact , without knowing . Add money worshipers, folks that mask their truths , but abuse in shadow that denies all that is holy in the guise of Christianity ..
This is but one piece I can share . However it was critical that I do this for lack of support, for my very survival and I am my totem of Bear, and have been patient long enough for conciousness and restitution as are our sons ..
Blessings and Peace ,