One of my totems is bear

I realized in my very long time out, was the many times I could have come to harm, yet did not .

I had the sense that I had protection. , now I proudly walk knowing I have the love and support of 8,000 ancestors, which is hard to hold , when targeted for daring to be strong in my vulnerability. Advantaged and clearing of past is healthier .. I can do that on my own, which is what I have discovered.

No more harsh test or judgment, just love

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Blessings & Much Peace 🕊♾♥️

Dona Luna

THE BEAR STORY……” A LONG TIME AGO, THE CROW INDIANS ATTACKED A CHEYENNE CAMP…..A WOMAN ESCAPED WITH HER BABY AND RAN AND RAN FROM THE CROW INDIANS HUNTING THEM…… SHE RAN N RAN, ALL NIGHT, ALL DAY, N ALL NIGHT AGAIN…..SHE BEGAN TO TIRE N FEAR FOR HER BABYS LIFE….. SHE NOTICED A BIG GRIZZLY FOLLOWING HER…BEING A PRECISE KILLER, HE FOLLOWED HER EXACT FOOTSTEPS…STEP BY STEP HE FOLLOWED HER…SHE BEGAN TO CRY, FOR SHE KNEW IF THE CROW DIDNT GET HER, THE BEAR WOULD KILL HER N HER BABY…. SHE STARTED TO RUN AGAIN…. ALL NIGHT, ALL DAY, N ALL NIGHT AGAIN… THE THE BIG GRIZZLY FOLLOWING HER THE ENTIRE TIME.MATCHING EVERY STEP SHE TOOK, SHE KNEW SHE COULD NEVER ESCAPE HIM…. HE WAS RIGHT ON HER TRAIL, STEP BY STEP,STEP BY STEP ……FINALLY,SHE TIRED OUT N FELL..HOLDING HER BABY SHE CRIED N BEGGED AS THE GRIZZLY APPROACHED THEM… ALAS THE BEAR SPOKE, ” DO NOT BE AFRAID CHEYENNE WOMAN, THE CROW INDAINS WILL NOT FIND YOU OR YOU BABY, I HAVE BEEN FOLLOWING YOU AND COVERING YOUR TRACKS THE ENTIRE TIME”…… …………MATO OYATE LILA WAKAN….

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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