Musing 3 30 20

There are many years of tears and experiences on each and every level behind me . Screaming freely would benefit,  but I am not in that space .
Physically … nor can I walk safely so I fill my space with heavenly music. This time I have my windows up , but shut them due to pollen because it does affect my breathing.  I stopped moving fast because I grew weary of stubbing my little toe .. I stopped dancing after I fell 2 times just as Dad exit had taught me the AMA version of health decline via falls .. I will not write the number of years , due to wtfk???  Onky God knows … I speak adversely about the medical community due to the many near deaths not only of my self but of our children , parents and friends .. the result of education that has failed the whole for the corporate approach .
In concert with che$micals that drugs constitute
more harm than good in a pyramid/ponze blinking of health and wea$lth , meanwhile increasingly citizens were focused on education and having it all. College groups segregated and were host to indrotonation to very vulnerable,  survivors of abuse , holding trauma , and bam you have a power structure of secrets and networks and cover ups, a brotherhood that runs our government. 
We are stepping out of that matrix what has been a force is now flowing.  With peace within,  awareness of the spin cycle slowing down , long ago knowing if I did not ,I was gone … beyond not being a quitter , I found the more I know about myself,  the more I could translate , on a soul level which in time I have tempered how much of that I carry.. I learned to lay my burdens down..
Woosh …The layers of healing created the woman I am , and my pain is eased by staying true to my path , knowing there are stones in the road .
I don’t walk super fast , I have a glitch that can be addressed in many ways ..I prefer the middle walk tempo , to see things , to stop and admire in a natural setting ..That’s finally my mind set , and my its disrupting to be sped up .. It is my belief that we all can use a slow down, wake up call and surrender ..However I grasp the fear , I had them, and moving very 2 years basically , not making roots , no tribe as I AGED, you can bet your sweet ass , health is of major concern . Concern for the many issues I have had in treatment , nutrition was and is vital.. my focus on holistic more natural methods , in part because of the escalating medical cost and pushing of drugs .
Creating the dis ease , treating the dis ease ,drugging or cutting out or off , it became very scary and so socially accepted , most folks disinterested in casual…Spirit balanced all this out . My faith keeping has been rewarded as long as I was consistent and more balanced the more balanced.
I certainly have been tested in that peace , in fact my jaws hurt from grimacing at some point in my sleep ..I’m ready for ad free Pandora lol.
There are many opinions out there and it’s sad to witness so much at once, but that is surrender . It is what chemicals have done to Mother Earth , it is what challenge Father Sun, and challenge each of us as we slumber.
This is US , on an LP , not a 45…Concentrate on how creative and liberated you would be , as was intended , money were not an issue , your health was great , home was as sweet as you ever dreamed…how would that look ? If you had , and were enough ? Who has the right or power to tell you who you are supposed to be, love , have etc ?
No one …
Within in that of course is US
The skies are clearer , we witness much improvements , and this was the normal for most baby boomers .. We are not your enemy , though that’s how shadow prefers it , being at war within and out .
Divesting of what’s not needed for the next leg of the journey,  is a personal/free will choice,  often begun with trauma,  and now as the slow down pauses US , we see value and merit and unity is the better path .
The opportunity within the crisis . It has been so in basics for many , I know and faith allows that many of US are United in Heaven on Earth , which includes far less stress, more in alignment with our core needs and desires ..So dare dream as you journey on, play , play it out as much as you can day to day in this pause . Be the field of dreams faither , and hold this to your heart , share only bits or very little of the intimate juicy details ..this is all about and for you ..
The higher we are in our singular dreams,  positive as much as possible,  we join with others and the power of this positive energy has created a flood of healing , and enjoying and innovation.
Look for the helpers..have tools in your emotional tool box for the grief,  and lower energies so you are warriors and don’t have to rewound deeply each time ..let go of as much as you can , feel as much as you do you
nurture , forgive , feed and play while you pamper you ..
Allow yourself to know you will be cared for , and when you can aide another in anyway you can that does not adversely affect you .
We elders see much deeper in you than you allow yourself and we are so very proud to be along side you .
Old soul that Pisces are,  it’s very exciting at 68 to have clarity and a clean slate to begin again .
As such , against so many odds , I must say I have great admiration and faith in US ..
#FaithKeeper ©️🗽🕊🦅

Blessings & Peace ,

Dona Luna 🐸😘🌈♥️🌐

Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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