On October 15th 2015, I dropped son off at school 7:20 a.m. I said, “I love you son” he said “I love you Daddy, I’ll see you later”. That was last time I saw my son. Please understand, parental alienation syndrome is real, corrupt family court systems in this country are real, money-hungry attorneys that bleed single dad’s of all available funds and send them into bankruptcy is real, and fathers taking their own lives because they’re being unjustly kept from their children is real. Today December 19th 2019, is sons 11th birthday. I now have missed 5 birthdays in a row with the 5th Christmas in a row coming. I’ve been strong, optimistic, and hopeful, but I broke down in tears once again today as I have the last 4 years. These days suck and there’s still another one coming. Hopefully, 2020 will be the year I bring my son home.