SGI – Buddhism opened this up for me in 2006
It was a huge gift 🎁, and aided in clearing
much in my head , with clarity and a range
of emotions , including anger. Rage even
and I certainly I was holding much for others
who were in their own ..
Meditation is rather difficult for a double as Pisces
is, a psychic sponge , holding all 12 signs , Christ
Consciousness and a whole lot of adverse experiences
which lead to an unique and delicious space of peace .
One might call it nirvana.. My heart ♥️ has a slight
pang at the loss of dreams that either signal the end
or beginning within what’s absolutely necessary
for my personal quest .
I am blessed in my awareness to accept what is, surrendered
to my highest good has bode me very positive movement
forwards , light and more enlightened , with all the potential
in the world .
My catalyst has always been love, and my filters to prohibit
that love and support have vaporized . That’s scary for some
and that’s unfortunate , however I cannot and will not be
denied in my manifestation that has been ordained .
I don’t require a gross amount of folks to have my back
on a day to day, and certainly would never allow myself
to repeat a past experience that was non productive
or abusive to me in anyway. I do not have to know
or accept pain as a part of love 💕.
I have come to accept that I am not like anyone else
and the deeper I connected spiritually the more I can
get off center . My most recent experiences in
gaining balance , included many lessons , positives
and not so much, and soul defining , but through it
I have received many fragmented messages , past
as well as present , that transforming them instead
of caving into that energy , I kept at raining on myself
feeding myself spiritually , as awareness grew and continues
to support that graduation has indeed occurred .
Calming the mind, opening the heart , trusting in the best
not the worst . Releasing temporarily or permanently,
all that does not support you at present . Know each is
in a stage of evolution that’s supposed to be and support
them even though you many not be abled to journey with
them. If dreams are not panning out , and the unrequited
thwarts , have a plan, B, C and D !
Thankfully accept your miss may be your mercy , give Thanks
and be open to surrender in your state of calm clarity .
Be uber specific in request to Divine and of good ❤️
Spiritual love exchanges are my high ….🙏🏼