I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse.
As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my
desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven.
I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are
denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child.
I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power..
I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination..
Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative".
It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..
Trump is the antichrist. Qanon is part of it. By making you all believe the lie of mass arrests and relishing the thought of retribution it is blocking you at third chakra and preventing you from ascending into 4th chakra which is related to love understanding and forgiveness. This is the plan you are trusting.
Today on Ms Libra full moon the balance returns , in my heart , my mind , and shall be established in my body .
Today , concludes many illusions , about change , yet reaffirms , my core . Everything in my life , that I have pledged to do, I did . For life lessons were inside my head to be struggled with , often repeatedly, just like school, rote .
Over and Over and Over .Education failed and was deeply fraudulent, or lacking .. So I kept getting up , and moving forward until I could not . My core wounds purged at will , or flew up up and away . Not in a space kind of way but , I did long for home .
My core home , was that which held our sons, and that became a gift from Divine when we built our home ..I was not privy to finances deeply , I felt comfortable despite clashes that sent me spiraling.
That became worse as he wanted to spend less time at home , closer to his 14 year trauma , one so common , and seldom discussed . Frozen and masked .
Childhood denied , in lieu of adulthood, trauma bonded and lacking healthy core values …permission gained but at what price .. more than I can imagine , given the outcome . But an inheritance none the less, a legacy of non attachment, pain is real , felt deeply and stuck …
I give that to Divine , and I am committed to clearing the adversities of legacies that are FAKE , and to day with this Libra Full Moon and Diamoko playing, quick time