I truly believe this time period is the most challenging part of the path right now.
You have changed but there isn’t quite yet a place to hold you and nothing much makes sense. The world still looks like nothing is changing and this is very disheartening watching all of the violence.
There’s not a world yet that supports your change so you have to sit in the waiting room and just observe while you are no longer interested in anything you used to be interested in. I don’t know about you but I’ve read all the magazines and am bored out of my mind in this waiting room.
There can be a lot of shame / depression with this phase, like what is wrong with me? I used to be so vibrant and excited? Now I dont want to do much of anything.
Dolores Cannon wrote a book about how many people felt this way as first, second and third wave volunteers. The message was, you are here to influence with your auric field and vibration and not much else. Most people asked what their purpose was and that was it. Hmmmmm
I also want to create change and yet I keep hearing “BE PATIENT” … I’m not sure how much longer I can be patient in this same position in my life. It feels interminable for the human yet like a split second for the soul.
Sometimes I feel like this was all a huge test run & experiment and none of us even know if it will truly happen in our lifetimes. It seems like a lot of hype. We are waiting to see but I’m not sure if I truly believe in this new earth anymore. Maybe it’s more about grounding into the now and facing the challenges with ease and grace. Earth supposedly is one of the hardest soul paths.
Sending love, we can do this ❤
