Shattered

I can’t say it’s been easy since we fell apart.

In fact, it’s been one of the hardest things I’ve ever experienced-

The pain, the sorrow, the emotions that ebb and flow, sometimes threatening to overwhelm me as I just try to keep it together.

I try to stop my mind from thinking about you, but my heart won’t let me.

I know that I will always love you, but some things just don’t work out the way you hope and dream for.

Deep down, my heart believes that we will find our way back together, but for now, I can’t think about that.

I have to focus on me and healing the parts of me that are bleeding the rawest emotions that I’ve ever known.

To hurt like this is to feel a pain that is so much more than just physical, soulful or emotional..

It’s everything at once..and it’s almost suffocating- and I’m fighting to breathe.

So, I’m digging deep, attempting to rouse my spirit and trying to be strong.

I don’t know if I can be, but I don’t have any other choices.

I want to fly again, to escape this place I’ve fallen into- and I know I can..but it will take some time.

You think you’re strong until something happens that tries to break you..and then you learn a lot about yourself..

I know I have.

I’m broken, shattered and crushed all at once.

I know I played a part in how things went, but it doesn’t mean it hurts less.

When your future comes crashing down in an instant, you feel as though your heart is being emptied, moment by moment.

But this broken heart will be my fuel to rise again, to come back better and become stronger.

It’ll take me some patience and growth, but I’ll get there-I have to.

One day, we will meet again and I’ll finally be flying again-maybe things will be different then.

I know things work out the way they are meant to, and that’s my only solace now.

Day by day, breath by breath, I’ll find my way.

Stronger, wiser and braver.

This broken heart made me a warrior,

And soon enough, I’ll be unstoppable.

For me and my life, there’s no other choice.

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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