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I learned long ago as I woke from sedative , soul crushing, addiction

in the time of belief, but lacking trust in the AMA , or many representatives

of modern medicine , that I had to slow down.

My body also came to in the energy of brain in high gear , and that resulted

in many accidents .

I will state it’s like driving 90 miles an hour , in a 25 MPH zone ..Medicine

refers to this as ” Mania ” . Mine occurred after a major meds change

and there were many due to the side effects and toxic/allergic reactions

and the dosage was raised extremely fast .

So I knew that my thriving , absolutely demanded that I pay more attention

attention . Back in 2003/05 , I stubbed my little toe so bad it was sideways.

I was loosing my car keys and at that time , my weeks were taken up

with Dr, Dental, Lab, Testing , it was constant .. if I was late I grew panicky

and I hated the narrow streets , traffic, sirens 🚨, etc . One day , running

behind I blew the right tires out , as my Jeep got loose , and I hit the curb

both tires blew out ..ouch these were 4 new tires ..$$$$.

These new tires replaced 4 tires that had nails , due to my loads of

dumpsters in moving from my condo to a fixer upper , in a part of

town that was diverse and very busy , with high traffic . My average

sleep was 2 hours a night for around 2 years and this house and location

challenged sleep. Tapering off the toxic RX was also challenged but I

did it !

I broke out in hives , when the hairdresser used organic banana hair

product ..My immune system was absolutely shot , and I rejoiced when

I fell asleep , and in that space , I felt I had slept for hours ..

What a Blessing 🙏🏼

During this time, I fell and landed on the slate step , my face slamming

the slate , were the eyeglasses crossed over my nose , which saved my

body , but it was blunt force trauma ..Nurse Practitioner was not

really interested, but ordered an MRI..( that’s a whole other story )

So for me slowing down resolved the varied accidents, and I notice

more . I don’t have to move with the speed of light ..

I recently experienced some dizziness, which was abated today

and I am again forced or warned to move slowly in these days of

wobble .

I don’t get to go out as I’d like , which will get better as our weather

warms , and I am stronger .. I welcome both 🎉🙌😘

c

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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