My experience with a distorted masculine , wounded but masking the experiences to me
Loose money
Free to go in other direction.
Tower , a good one is coming .
Pick path while you have choice
Contacts
Want it all or nothing . Taurus .. just wants to win .
Willing to fight for me , freaking out that I’m about to disappear ***
He’s getting just enough
Fixing what’s broken, hanging on
Work, other things to avoid healing .. lots of rumors
Hurting big time
Wants to fix things , emotional , grief at loss
Decide or spirit decides for you
Liar Avoidant Personality.
Rather stay , that hurt the other.
Avoiding feeling the pain. Be stronger than the pain.
The choice is love. Working our things with kids .
Lot of pain involved l
Someone is keeping options open
Loosing job, let go of , leave
Move on
Avoidance of ending
Look up at work
Get on it, close out cycle
Waiting …hope or fear , decision
Has been been made ( for me )
Pro I ate , new beginning
Not a pleasant choice , to end the cycle .
Destiny is here, and I must not delay. Ending karmic loop.
What I want is here, a healing of someone I love
A wish comes true .
True love
A new direction.
Closing out old cycle .
If I wait too long , cannot sneak away.
A new passionate beginning
They have control over this , just avoiding
Avoidance doesn’t work, Destiny just beyond shadow
Avoiding hurting others and self
Destiny ,
What am I willing to work with , what I’m letting go of
Belief in something outside myself
Adjudication , let ‘em off the hook
Mature man
All or nothing
No to a union
Unable to support 2 homes
Marriage and child
Giving up, he doesn’t have enough
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He is good
Illusion must be closed out
I wished and manifested this
We mirror , reflecting wound
Avoiding ending
Unconditional love
Not showing his feelings
Fear of abandoned
Out in cold
Chaser dynamic
I’m everything to him
Stalking me , he’s constantly chasing me
Every move I make he watches
I’m his paradise
Blaming me for all that’s wrong
So he doesn’t have to change
Thus others fear his abandonment
Just crests more trauma
Stalking etc rather than choose
Seeing as the phonix
Death and rebirth
Rebirth is close
He’s avoiding death , afraid of hurting people
Too much pain
Will heal.. Make a decision now
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Change and loss , I must decide
Pay attention .
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