Not fitting in? Don’t stick around

SOMETIMES WE STAY IN PLACES WE DON’T FIT

We stay in places we don’t fit because we are taught to believe there is no place that can embrace all that we are.

We ball ourselves up and try to fit into spaces that were never meant to be forever but only for a while.
It’s a dreamland, we’re told. A fantasy.

We convince ourselves our wild weirdness is too much; our bold voices too inappropriate.
We convince ourselves that we would never fit into anyone else’s world.
We convince ourselves we should keep bottled up the essence of who we are.

In a world where we grow on a diet of not being enough, why would we ever think that we were?
We feel the poison of it as soon as we think it.
The soul deep crushing, sinking, venomous feeling as we dance with our unworthiness.

It feels toxic because it is.
It’s not true.
It’s a bloody lie and it always has been.

You are worthy.
You are more than enough.
Your voice was meant to be heard.
Your needs were meant to be met and your dreams meant to take flight.

Stand up and be yourself.
Be too much.
Love too hard.
Dance wildly.
Howl at the Moon.
Open too deep.
Take a chance.
Be heard.
Do all the mystical things that make you YOU.

Because each time you do you shed a more of the disguise they taught you to cover yourself with and the more uncovered and bare you are, the more your truth can be seen by the ones who were meant to.

Just because you don’t fit doesn’t mean you failed; it means you grew past the box and now the time has come to break free.
~Ara Campbell~

Archaeology for the Woman’s Soul

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Author: GreatCosmicMothersUnited

I have joined with many parents affected with the surreal , yet accepted issue of child abuse via Pathogenic Parenting / Domestic abuse. As a survivor of Domestic Abuse, denial abounded that 3 sons were not affected. In my desire to be family to those who have found me lacking . As a survivor of psychiatric abuse, therapist who abused also and toxic prescribed medications took me to hell on earth with few moments of heaven. I will share my life, my experiences and my studies and research.. I will talk to small circles and I will council ; as targeted parents , grandparents , aunts , uncles etc. , are denied contact with a child for reasons that serve the abuser ...further abusing the child. I grasp the trauma and I have looked at the lost connection to a higher power.. I grasp when one is accustomed to privilege, equality can feel like discrimination.. Shame and affluence silences a lot of facts , truths that have been labeled "negative". It is about liberation of the soul from projections of a alienator , and abuser ..

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