Spell Work

We all know the power of words , and spell work is something relativity new to me as conveyed through research . I have never discussed this with others , only in that a friend brought it to my attention.

A gal I used to see witnessed cross burning .

Another gal’s house burnt to the ground .. Apparently connected to her homosexuality, though she didn’t say that. She lost her beloved dog, her years of work, which included developmental-of a computer program to help specific special needs. She was basically homeless for years , only last year regaining her foundational needs.

Another gal , had an only child removed from her and the Dad of their child.. She struggled big time , this little child with a foster family.

That, situation remains as it has been..a young child.

She opened a speciality store and dead birds were placed in a circle outside her business . A celebration was a failure due to rain..

Another gay lady, said years ago she woke to all her chickens dead via slit necks.

I don’t do spell work.. I know better, and it can rebounded , which I don’t need. I do new moon 🌙 ceremonies . I have planted a love seed years ago..

I have noted others energy to the point of thinking that spell work was defiantly at play..

I have had enough information and support in my community to know that those who mean me harm are being boomeranged , with their own nasties.

I realized by glancing back at my life the spell work that others could have done , because I had no experience in those dark entities.. I sensed this in my former husband , but not in the ways that revealed his connection to low energy . I was innocent in those in my life..until I allowed myself to acknowledge and accept their dark side .. Even not knowing in the past I felt I could help someone heal , and live a lighter, healthier and happier lives. I was wrong .

I don’t knowingly mess with the opposite sex if they entangled with another.. I don’t intend to do that with bisexuals , many are unknown to me , and I don’t have my radar on to note I’m in a position I’d rather avoid .. No drama , no trauma..

I’m in a real good place spiritually , finally accepting that I’ve come so far and endings are a natural part of new beginnings ..Good things are happening, allowing me to know that there still may be challenges but rest and do what Incan .

No cheat sheets , no desire to be with someone whose not investing in me, I have lots of stuff coming up that are on my wish list of things I love doing , and I know it’s going to be a process for many reasons , but faith got me threw so much , and I’m very grateful.

I have no plans to become involved, and certainly not with a man who is just separating, divorcing , ending a relationship.. I chose not to have our sons experience a step father , and part of that was accepting the never ending competition between he and I , that has been normalized . Superior , and I’ve had too much experience to accept that in anyone.

Casual, shallow , dramatic, addictive , …all that’s unwelcome in the intimate partner I have envisioned …Peace , and appreciation for who I am… I’m a combination of many things, deep thinker , and I try to pay attention to mood, needs etc ..I believe I’m worthy of the same, and so investing in someone whose no interested or is filling space , or lonely or targeting me has been experienced and has been blocked.. I’m aware that there are folks who will take that as a date , lol, but really Thy Will Has Been Done.

I’m very excited for the near future , as we head into Summer officially , I’m clearly headed into better days ; which have nothing to do with a man. lol but dreams , prayers , and faith that’s closer than ever to becoming my reality … peace ✌️

Completion in things that matter a great deal , endings and new beginnings ..Dreams are assisting , as tears come to my eyes in acceptance of the failure to ease the painful past , instead of being held responsible entirely for my own abuses .. never to be forgiven , forgotten, no return to love ❤️.. that has the deepest meaning and most meaningful result..

So I now concentrate on closure of what I can , holding space for manifestation of all that I hold dear to my heart . Praying I’m truly prepared for the cords that are cut , finally liberating myself from torment targeted at me , perhaps to get me to this place of peace in awareness that walking this back is not happening ..

So if Beloved doesn’t appear it’s for a very valid reason.. My best friend is love ❤️ herself , and affords me trust , and sisterhood without reservation, and for her presence in my life I am very grateful.. I am Thankful for the Buddhist teachings that allow me to know enough… of a Dad who assured me how Blessed I was to have $2.00 a day , on a very strict budget ..2005/6. My health care $1000 and house payment $1000 a month , scared me ..

Work:

The ex always thought I should work.. Still brings it up.. I was working as a wife and mother, he did not value it. I do work, and have done so, since waking in late 2003, researching, exploring the world via internet before approaching the real world .. Never ever accepting health or lack of it as a reason not to work.. He never talked about it , wasn’t interested in what I wanted to do, once all 3 sons were in school..

I lost that chance within the matrix of psychiatry, toxic chemicals and an uneducated , uninterested spouse, who didn’t make 1 Dr appointment with me , through 21 years of living together.

I’m Thankful , I made it through those last 5 years , as he appears he was hopeful, I would not make it ..I’m Thankful to witness the decades of non growth, non change , and a deepening of his negative efforts , ownership of family , and his ability to enjoy witnessing the struggles, I have experienced due to his neglect and resistance to responsibility .

Breaking laws of man and god is no win… And I’m Thankful to not be in servitude or acceptance in a union with a detached, distorted individual who has modeled this to our sons as normal.

New Moon vibes are strong , and after waking from a pre dusk nap, and being awake a few hours , I’m going to lay my body down..

Blessings & Peace,

Dona Luna 🐸🙏🏼😘❤️